%%knife%% -- 2003-11-10 // 11:21 p.m.
if i were to ask you to be mine would you deny me or are you waiting for me to ask and by me not asking your doubting my feelings for you? ah shit. i know that your a phsyco and i love it. i know that your not over james and thats okay and i understand completly. it took me 8 1/2 months to get over Mo, so yea. i want to...be with you...every moment of everyday. i cant stand when im not around you. im falling for you more and more everyday. your perfect and beautiful in every way. im so delirious over you im actually convinced that i might actually be able to feel actual LOVE for you...if such a thing is possible. i love everything about you though. the clouds in your eyes, your crackhead hair, your mezmorizing kiss.....i swear to god your the best drug ive ever done. i want to be able to make you smile no matter what. i want to rid you of your break downs, depression, and pain. i wish i could take it for you....take all your pain at once straight into my body and mind. so you would never feel pain again. i would give anything for you........anything.