%%knife%% -- 2006-05-08 // 3:33 a.m.
Ok. so i got set up by this girl. "lets hang out" "ok" ta da meet my grandparents and daddy thats never home. lets go to dinner and get interrogated like your a boyfriend, yay. bullshit muther fucker.
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Theres something about that one girl at DQ, and i dont know what it is but i intend to find out. shes interesting and gorgeous. i'll go wake her up in the morning and we shall do something.
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im done with sexual action for some reason. ive completly lost interest and i dont know what to do, to gain that interest back. why the hell was everything sexual so desirable before? whats missing?
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ive been rocking out to maroon5 as of late, and loving every second of it. it doesnt stop playing. never. even when im sleeping. its like the perfect soundtrack to sing and dance in the shower to.
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my world of warcraft account expired and i dont believe im putting any more money on it any time soon. im too good at it, and almost no one can beat me. shadow priest For the win.
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i got another copy of eternal sunshine of the spotless mind last week, and i tell ya, i watched it and its never hit me harder even though ive seen it a million times my stomache knotted up and i felt sooooo damn depressed inside. i probably would have started bawling if i wasnt watching it with Samantha. tony=ball of emotional faggatry.
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I realized im the cutest thing in existence. either that or im finally giving myself some credit for not being ugly. but not totally vain yet.
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Vault now comes in 2 liters. kick ass.
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I am still obsessed with the idea of love. because its an amazing concept, and i keep getting duked out by it. I believe im getting close though. i really dont think its possible for me to find someone who can love me without condition or failing. like actually care at the same rate no matter the situation ya know? there are no breaks. im getting Corinthians 13 tatooed on my somewhere within the next year.
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Im finally getting off my ass and buying a car. go me. Brendon is hooking me up with his old car, and is letting me pay him in payments, WOO HOO! so tony will have a damn car. then im going to get a damn cell phone. now to work on actually having money for rent :/.
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im a manager at Hungry Howies. what the fuck is wrong with them? nuff said.
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im in search of a girlfriend. but im taking my time this time, im not going to just jump into a relationship with a girl because i know i can like i have with every other relationship ever. im going to sit around for a little bit and take a look around. ya know enjoy the scenery and such. i guess i want a girl to spend my time with but im in no hurry to get one just to lose her.
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im obsessed with fruit smoothies chapstick. it tastes soooooo good but its too damn expensive. death to all who oppose my chapstick.
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sometime in the near future=toga party.
dunno the details yet though. but im sure ill be writing about it.
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my futon matress rocks=comfyest thing ever in the world.
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i go to schoolio in the fall. FUCKING FINALLY. im liking this new me, im getting off my ass and doing shit instead of just talking about things. im actually trying at life now, and totally not sucking at it. im almost never depressed, im almost never pissed off. i love this fucking shit. theres like not one negative bone in my body. if i dont like someone i dont even throw hatred their way i just tell them to simply fuck off without my mood changing one bit. im in complete control of me and my life and im going to live out all of my dreams and no one is going to stop me. its kinda cool.
<3
Tony Ley
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