She fucking shreds at guitar (now i understand why girls think guys that play guitar are hot)

Shes a fucking RN and has her own place. (meaning shes self-sufficient.)

Shes going back for her masters (shes smart)

Shes extremely sexual. (hard to find)

Shes completly into ME. (I have NO IDEA WHY)

I'm not special. Theres a million MEs running around the planet. I'm not one of a kind and I show it. Why the fuck would a girl like THAT (theres more that was just a summary), Want anything to do with someone like me? when she could have most any guy sitting there at her shows drooling over her.

I'm definatly going to fuck it up. I can't keep a good thing going.

We can't argue about anything. We agree on almost every major subject we've talked about - religion/science/politics/music....well maybe not music. we fight over whos ipod is plugged in in the car. but we like the same music anyways. so fuck it. she plays the fucking music.

Alyssa Rose hates me. She hates me because she loves me and NOW if she decided she wanted to have me at this very second she couldn't. She hates me because shes had me waiting around making me share her with chris and I decided to stop putting up with it. Stop putting up with it and be fucking happy. That girl just infuses me with anger and sadness, because I couldn't have her. Just me - Just her. Thats it. Now shes pissed because she wants to marry me and I'm with another girl that she thinks is her in five years. Maybe the status is what shes shooting for in five years, but Kristen (yea thats her name. didnt put it up there) personality wise is the exact opposite of Alyssa Rose. Shes nice to me, She treats me as an equal, She doesn't act like shes the queen of my world, she doesn't want to control me.

whatever. i dealt with chris. i dealt with it and accepted it fuck her. she can deal with kristen. if she cant then obviously she never cared as much for me as i do for her. she should try being single and still being friends with me while im with kristen and gush about her. maybe then she'll understand why i was so fucking mad and depressed over her all the time. maybe then she wont think i was so ridiculous. maybe then she'll start treating me like im a fucking human.

scrubs is on.
gotta go.
kristen is soooooo cute in her scrubs.
<3

Tony Ley

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