%%knife%% -- 2003-03-03 // 5:27 p.m.
last night i came home from work and had a little headache but didnt pay it any attention. ander was on and asked if i wanted to hang out and do something. so she came and got me and we drove around looking for lots of ppl who werent home. we went to mcdonalds and i got chicken tumors. somewhere in the middle of all of this i started to shake very badly. i wasnt cold. every single muscle in my body tensed as much as possible and i didnt know how to make it stop....then came the coughing. ander said she was bad luck. i insisted i was fine. we found ourselves at jeremys. that was quite fun. i love jeremy. pink thought something was wrong. i insisted i was fine. they went bowling and ander and i went to marcs! he came along and we had no idea what to do. we were driving bored. marc wanted to go bowling but ander said no. so i said lets go to my house and lay on top of each other. that was sweet. i stoped shaking but everything was still crazy. marc makes a good teddy bear. i fell asleep. i was fixed. then i woke up 1130ish and threw up my kidneys out my window. i think im dying again.