%%knife%% -- 2003-05-16 // 4:09 p.m.
im so bored with this. these ideas and what to do have all merged with the on coming flow of the end. can you hear the music? its just there so you will leave me alone. it wont be this way forever. it wont be this way when im released. only then can true happiness and love be found. i dont feel like flying any more. why even try when in the end you will fall. what goes up must come down, crash and burn. everytime it rains, there is no mercy. but its this stupid front that carrys me into the night. can you come play pretend with me? pretend love