%%knife%% -- 2003-06-20 // 5:58 a.m.
i found my fucking shirt! ive been looking for this damn thing for months, how could i have been so stupid! it wasnt even in my house! i thought i got it back before but i didnt (?) so i went and got it....well at first i made a jackass of myself by walking into the wrong room. how was i supposed to know that the rooms got switched? theres a bottle of bod in the cabinets. theres a sweet looking hamper (?) the bed is to the left....dont like it that way. after looking EVERYWHERE. the green box thingy was actually found. i opened it and whoa! you keep a lot of shit. petals, a star dust candy heart, and a few notes in one side then AH! me shirt! i was so fuckin happy. unless you were gonna do some weird spell or something with it, ya shouldnt be angry. well that was a couple days ago. hmmmmmmmm right now i just didnt go to sleep again. sleep blos. ive become a extremely good liar. yes i learned how to actually lie without someone doubting. ive been lying through my teeth all summer and a little bit before that. i can act out anything and make anyone believe even the impossible. this is insane, but ive tested it on ppl. hehe. 6 hours straight of adams snores willl drive a person insane!!!! how bout this? fuck logic! logic can suck my dick (yikes, that was a bit raw) i keep losing all these games. i hate these fuckin games and tricks that keep relentlessly stabbing me. keep sheltered and patient. kind and silent. this is the way. start running.