%%knife%% -- 2003-02-27 // 7:14 p.m.
ive been going off on mom and my brothers all day. im being such a fucking prick. i want to destroy everything i see and i dont know why. im all bubbling inside with rage. what the hell. even thats pissing me off. mommy cried alot. i didnt even feel remorseful. what the hell is going on. i dont care about anything. i told matthew to fuck off. and i meant it...i dont even remember why i said it. im beating the crap outta myself because tony wont fuck off. ever get that tingly feeling in that goes down you whole body when something happens? what happens when it wont stop.